From one closet to another
I lead a double life. Previously, I’m a goody-two-shoes Christian teenager, leader in my school’s CF to most, and to a select few of 20-25 men, a guy named “Robert” who happen to work in Bangkok Bank that likes lunchbreak fun. Now, the latter is replaced by a guy named “Rex”, blogging in a secret blog, reading secret books.. err, book, getting rid of ex-gay brochures…
*sigh*
But now, I’m doing absolutely nothing wrong in the eyes of society, the law and, of course, God. Why another secret life? I can’t possibly tell my parents, considering past experiences, I can’t trust them - I have to assume the worst. And thus, by extension, can’t tell anyone in church. Hiding books, clearing my Internet history, discarding brochures and namecards away from home… just as emotionally exhaustive as my prior life.
Just hope it is worth it.